can you handle the truth?

• It freaking sucks. I understand why people who hate their jobs just don't care anymore. Because it's pointless. There's nothing you can do.. but sit there and read the WaPo.
• I freaking need this apartment... decent area of town and good rent. PLEASE!!!!!
• WHERE ARE YOU???!!!
• I don't know if I'm going to graduate school here... I might just hang on until I find a job in a small market in the South.. where people are nice.
• I need a fan.
• I need a fanatic.
• My head freaking hurts.
• I don't want to touch tv news for a while after my five last days are up. I don't want to watch it, talk about it or read about it... which will be hard. But then I think I could handle it again. I've just got to mentally wash this experience out of me..
• I don't care how cold the room gets. Just leave the a/c on. I'm too Southern to have it stuffy. It reminds me of brownouts.
• I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me.