Monday, May 12, 2008

Tallahassee baby.

I had to find my birth certificate before I left, so I could fill out the government paperwork once I start one of my jobs. It's weird: Florida, Louisiana, Florida then DC.
Still haven't found a place. I might just go with one. I'm so tired of not knowing. There's several places out there, but none of them are that great... but I figure I'm (hah) sorta street-smart... and hopefully I will make some friends that will help me out.
I don't know if I should go with university housing or with a shared house with people I don't know. ---
I have to do this. This is the best opportunity that has ever been thrown at me. I just keep trying to think what he would say. I want to know so badly what he thinks, but I'm scared to ask... but I guess that will be tomorrow's goal.

I need to make the housing decision. Ugh!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

california dreamin'

I will never change apparently. I'm still as weirdly stubborn as ever, and get frustrated at the drop of a hat. (No one drops hats anymore though)
Welps, I'm going to DC. I still need a place for the summer.. and for fall, we'll see what happens. I would like to part-time work and go to grad school... but we'll see. (see lonely moment from a few posts ago)
It's really scary.. to live a career instead of dreaming about it. Really be writing those scripts.
I still think someday I'll end up in Florida.
For right now, I want to be an idiot, chase my dreams and be poor for a while.
Sounds like fun!